He’s strezzed out about having no job, rent to pay still, rapidly draining savings, almost no car anymore and definitely no girlfriend anymore.
I used to be a titan at this career. Not anymore since he came into my life.
I don’t make enough anymore to help him through anything so even if I wanted to help him I can’t. 🤷🏻♀️
Maybe you should have helped out 4 years ago. 😴
If I was dating a content creator who had the potential to bring in $1000 a night
I would be like
What do you need?
How can I make your day easier?
I would love to help?
Do you need me to hold the camera and zoom into your asshole?
I just want my clingy annoying exes to stop talking to me while I’m trying to make enough to relax.
I am messy. I needed to dig out Christmas decor from the back of the storage unit and get home in time to stream. I left it messy cuz I’m small and it’s a lot. It was more important for me to try and get home to make $500 than put everything back and keep it clean. It was a lot of stuff and I didn’t have the strength or time to stack and organize and answer my messages, put on make up/get in the mood to stream and manage several social media at the same time. What part of I can’t do everything all at once don’t you fuckinf ynderstand????? I would have had to chose streaming or putting things back how I found them. I had to choose. It wouldn’t kxll him to help me stay on top of things.
I already know it’s my fault, I’m trying to talk to 20,000 people every day and now you need to send me 30 texts trying to tell me I never take responsibility or accountability for my actions while I am absolutely drowning in a million tasks that you always have a problem with helping me with. Just shut the fuck up and stay out of my life.
I’m so so so so tired of him complaining while he doesn’t even promote me, help me make content, or give me enough peace so I can make better comment or take me out to the movies. I haven’t had an orgasm with him in years. Just get the fuck out of my life already.
Doing all of this used to be so easy and he’s just draining the life out of me. Just please get out of my life if you’re not going to be my peace.
It’s bad enough I don’t make the money I used to and I got so much sloppier after he showed up and I got so much more ???? Mentally ill, I lost all my social media.
I need more than someone who complains about helping me while I’m trying to focus on answering messages and edit photos and give life on several social media accounts all by myself. How are you this destructive and stupid. Let me fucking focus on my job already.
I need someone who looks at me and all of this like, oh? She’s a little fussy and messy. I can handle that. This is easy. I can help an hour to get that Christmas sweater you love so much from the bottom box of the storage unit while you try to bring home $1000 a night.
You get your make up on, I’ll get the Christmas decor.
Why are you making it seem like helping and loving me is a nightmare? If it’s so hard for you then go find someone who make 1k a month and go get taken care of by them while I try and make 6 figures a year so I can one day afford a family and a home with someone who will be worth it and my peace.
… I literally just made the realization that I have made enough content on this page for sale and that I could take a pause. I could clean up the page, polish photos, organize and touch up real life a little more than tiktok and insta more.
My page says I’ve posted 16,000 photos by now. (Not all of me, Ofc, there’s memes and stuff) but that’s still like a lot. I haven’t processed that or how many are on @cindymoon7. But it’s a lot of rabbit hole for people and they’re likely never going to see everything. I can stop.
I have like hundreds of streams available for purchase in the archive section…. and over 1000 streams (a lot in private archive). This doesn’t even include the thousands of posts on the wall.
And that all I really need to do from here on out is just promo/ buy ad space/ direct web traffic.
Idk why it took me so long to realize this.
It’s 3:50 am.
I should probably put the phone down.
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White Christmas sale! 🥰 White lace body suit and no panties kinda night! One of yesterday’s live streams episode 2 oiled myself up after #shower before donning this super pretty and delicate lace bodysuit that I just absolutely adore. I ignore u as I casually put on a little make up to prepare myself for my best stream of the night next.
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Charging iPad a little and packing before going on again. Don’t be a Scrooge!!! 😉 I’ll be back. If everyone tipped 10 I would reach my goals! (U can afford $10. U can skip coffee and chips once for me.) MERRY CHRISTMAS!
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Happy holidays! How r u all doing
Hanging out in black #CalvinKlein undies before I hope into the shower for a refreshing drain! Fully exposed #tits and close up of my #pussy included. 🫦
Tonight’s #Livestream at a very special price. ♥️
I was watching a tv show where a contestant mentioned she had 9 kidz.
9 kidz???
How did she afford that!!!
Did she have a fortunate family?
A great provider for a partner???
Her own business???
I guess the economy was a little easier to have kidz 9 kidz years ago, too.
I wish I was that lucky.
How big is ur family? If u feel like sharing. I’d love to have a big, warm family.