I’m more mad at myself for trying to make it work for as lon..
I’m more mad at myself for trying to make it work for as long as I did.
I don’t ever want to love like this ever again.
Praying to Venus that I never catch feelings again
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I could give you a handy and record it every day and we woul..
I could give you a handy and record it every day and we would never have to worry for the rest of your lives and you can’t even do that. You can’t even give me a 1 minute b/g video when you know my job is to be an online sex worker. You are ruining my fckkng life and making me feel like the ugliest person on the planet which is the last thing I need. You’re what’s wrong here. Not me.
You’re addicted to porn, cigarettes, 4 energy drinks a day and red pill content. Everything, except me. I’m not what’s wrong here, you are. Get your shit together you worthless excuse for a man. You’re not good for me or good enough for me. I need and deserve someone more on my level and in my lane.
Enjoy losing me, you little dicked bitch.
L for u
If you can’t give me a 2 minute anal vid so I can make 2K to..
If you can’t give me a 2 minute anal vid so I can make 2K towards rent then I cannot date you.
It has been literally ruining my life for 4 years. I have given you too much of my time, energy and money.
I’m not asking you to fight a war for me. I’m asking you to hold the damn camera for 2 minutes and for you to get hard for 2 minutes. I’m not what’s wrong here. It’s you. im not taking this bs and going crazy and broke for you anymore.
You have no idea how stressful it is to read requests for anal content every. Single. Day. While you sit on the couch and pretend that I’m the problem. Maybe the problem is that I’m an idiot for giving you chances and time. You’re a pos and I don’t want to be attached to you anymore. I don’t even recognize myself anymore. Dating you is ruining my life. I can’t do it anymore. I bought you a car and paid your bills and all of your food and you can’t even give me a 2 minute Booty video. I don’t want to be nuts anymore. I don’t want to cope by being extra radical anymore. I don’t understand why you won’t do more. The only explanation I have is that you don’t actually love me and I’m torturing myself trying to make this work because I’ve been dumb enough to love someone like you.
I have done more than enough for you while you refuse to even do bare minimum.
There’s no point in continuing this.
I’m glad all your ex girlfriends left you and then ended up better off after they did.
You’d rather be hated than loved by the only person you have left? Have it your way, loser.
I hate you. Bye.
If it takes someone 3 days to complete what you couldn’t in ..
If it takes someone 3 days to complete what you couldn’t in 4 years
then why should I keep taking care of you and paying your bills?
Bye, loser.
New writing. I felt a lot better after writing one of my lit..
New writing. I felt a lot better after writing one of my little dramatic and moody poems. Looking forward to the Sammy Obeid comedy show tomorrow. Highly recommend him as a comedian to check out. I got front row seats!!! Aaaah! and he replies on IG. ♥️♥️♥️
Past stream reposted for free as a 👋 and a thanks for hanging out and being there for me.
#sammyobeid #comedy #weekend #cindymoon #writing #poetry
I apologized to him for blowing up. I got defensive. It was ..
I apologized to him for blowing up. I got defensive. It was probably a lot to him to know I’m trying to get b/g content to catch up with all the other onlyfans creators doing lots. I see a lot of people making 15-100 grand a month. i feel like I’ll never catch up and that was a little hard on me. He’s been very helpful, even if it’s not as much as I like he has done a lot. I’m sorry for when I falter or get grumpy. This is a lot for one person to do and he’s not obligated to help me. Strezzing hun is probably not gonna give him 🦴 either and I will try to mellow out in my communication lines with him and be open to reaching for help outside of him. He has his own life and things to work on and I should be more kind, patient, firm and open minded.
2024-06-01 03:26:51 +0000 UTC View PostYou don’t even have to say anything. I already know what to ..
You don’t even have to say anything. I already know what to do. 😘
2024-06-01 03:18:36 +0000 UTC View PostI wish I had the power to stop someone from smoking. 😭 sorry..
I wish I had the power to stop someone from smoking. 😭 sorry for breaking the fantasy wall again. 🫣
2024-06-01 02:16:19 +0000 UTC View PostUgh, I hate when I get like this
Ugh, I hate when I get like this
2024-06-01 01:42:46 +0000 UTC View PostThe last thing he did was send me a photo of himself smoking..
The last thing he did was send me a photo of himself smoking a cigarette. I’ve never been more turned off.
That will be my last memory of you. I need someone who will help me become chill. I never wanted to become like this. I deserve better than this. I deserve it all.
When you’re on your deathbed, I hope those cigarettes, energy drinks and Reddit posts tell you what you need to hear.
They will be the only ones by your side.
🤷🏻♀️ Your dick doesn’t work because you smoke a pack a day..
🤷🏻♀️
Your dick doesn’t work because you smoke a pack a day like an idiot. You have been destroying ur brain with nicotine since u were 1 1 yrs old. You have cancer. I paid you over 10 grand to get everything out of here so we can demo and and renovate so this place looks nice so I can make 10 grand a month and invite hot girls over for hang outs. You are taking years to get it done. You are making me watch you xxxx yourself with nicotine and 4 energy drinks a day. This isn’t normal. You keep prioritizing everything but me and watching conspiracy theories or arguing with people in the internet instead of helping the only person you had left.
I am losing my mind.
I can’t do this anymore.
I don’t understand what is wrong with you.
I don’t want to keep paying you or taking care of you when you won’t do enough to take care of me. No birthdays, no dates, no anniversary, you don’t even like my Instagram posts or promote me.
You are my worst fan, hater and supporter and I can’t deal with it anymore.
You can’t give me 10% help whenever you feel like it.
It’s not enough.
I told you it was cigarettes/nicotine or me.
You made your choice. I’m not waiting till I’m 60 for you to take all of this seriously.
Looking for someone to go to a comedy show with me tomorrow ..
Looking for someone to go to a comedy show with me tomorrow who DOESNT SMOKE
I have Front Row seats to Sammy Obeid in Miami tomorrow.
#miami #comedy
I waited 4 years for you to jerk off on my tits. I’m not giv..
I waited 4 years for you to jerk off on my tits. I’m not giving you 4 more years to drive me insane and make me more broke and miserable.
4 years is enough time to make a 2 minute video.
I can’t wait for you anymore.
Looking for co-stars in Florida. If you have more to offer t..
Looking for co-stars in Florida. If you have more to offer than 🍆 please say so as well, thank you. 💋
I need B/g content YESTERDAY.
I can’t wait to come across people who don’t ask me for mone..
I can’t wait to come across people who don’t ask me for money and can get a hard on. I’m so over it. I don’t want to be angry or frustrated or have awful content anymore.
2024-06-01 01:01:32 +0000 UTC View PostI can’t date someone who doesn’t love me, elevate me, help m..
I can’t date someone who doesn’t love me, elevate me, help me enough or even take photos of me.
Are you waiting till I’m 60 to take photos of me, love me and get the bag? Are you stupid?
I’m not taking care of someone who’s going to make me watch them xxxx themselves with cigarettes and vaping every other waking moment either. Loser.
If you’re free tomorrow night to go to a comedy show, let me..
If you’re free tomorrow night to go to a comedy show, let me know. I have an extra ticket! Has to be non-smoking person. I’m also looking for people to make content with immediately. I gave my ex 4 years to get a hard on for 2 minutes and he can’t do it.
2024-06-01 00:50:18 +0000 UTC View Post
Gave an ex a little time today and he raised his voice at me..
Gave an ex a little time today and he raised his voice at me so I just left. 😆
I don’t care how well off you are, I’ll just leave. 😆😆😆
Good morning, world. 🏰 ♥️ ☀️ 🌹
Good morning, world. 🏰 ♥️ ☀️ 🌹
2024-05-30 13:10:43 +0000 UTC View PostThanks for coming by. 🏰 😉 🌌🌙 Watch me change from one outfi..
Thanks for coming by. 🏰 😉 🌌🌙
Watch me change from one outfit to another!
( A Dunder Mufflin shirt that was a gift and some blue and red Champion shorts to a black tank top and shiny red shorts) before I brush my teeth and go to bed!
#home #cindymoon
Will you be my Spring Fling? 💕
Will you be my Spring Fling? 💕
2024-05-29 20:05:43 +0000 UTC View Post
Today’s writing and today’s episode 1 #home #writing #poet..
Today’s writing and today’s episode 1
#home #writing #poetry
Brb, had to adjust something. If your name makes me uncomfor..
Brb, had to adjust something. If your name makes me uncomfortable I can’t have you in stream.
If you’re making your name something unnerving on purpose… like “I’m inside you” or “born evil” or “DemonCreep” “I don’t pay” ON TOP of the fact that you’re taking advantage of someone for 8 months without a single $1 spent; then I will have to protect myself and sever our connection.
I will not share my thoughts or body with someone who intentionally is taking advantage of people and making them uncomfortable.
Going back live now
