I love getting questions about when Iโll ๐finally ๐settle down and have a family/k๐นds when I can barely handle Snowball and Gang Gang.
2021-11-21 17:22:02 +0000 UTC View Post๐Fantasy Dream Room ๐ ๐You are now a magical entity come to life๐ ๐You are in charge of your own Galaxy๐ ๐Make up 7 holidays๐ ๐Have some fun describing them๐ ๐ โญ๏ธโจ ๐ซ ๐ ๐ โญ๏ธ ๐ช ๐ ๐โญ๏ธโก๏ธโจ
2021-11-21 17:16:41 +0000 UTC View Post
I am an American Asian woman from Miami. That means yโall fucking with a bitch who donโt give a fuck. ๐บ๐ธ๐ธ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ต๐ณ๐ฌ๐ฐ๐ท๐ณ๐ช๐ฎ๐ณ๐ต๐ฐ๐ป๐ณ๐ฒ๐ฝ๐จ๐บ๐ฐ๐ท๐น๐ผ๐น๐ผ๐น๐ผ๐น๐ญ๐น๐ญ๐น๐ญ๐ต๐ญ๐ต๐ญ๐ต๐ญ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฆ๐ด๐ฆ๐ด๐ก๐ขโค๏ธ๐ฏ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฟ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ธ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ซ๐จ๐ณ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ช๐น๐ฌ๐ง๐ป๐ช๐ธ๐ช๐ณ๐ฑ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ต๐ธ๐ฒ๐พ๐ด๓ ง๓ ข๓ ท๓ ฌ๓ ณ๓ ฟ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐บ๐ Fuck you. Pay me. ๐คโค๏ธ๐๐งง๐๐ซ ๐๐โ๐๐โค๏ธ๐๐งงโค๏ธโ๐ฅ๐๐๐โค๏ธ๐๐งงโค๏ธ๐ซ
2021-11-21 16:35:35 +0000 UTC View Post
Send me an apple emoji if youโd touch my sweet lil butt today. ๐ Send me a peach emoji if youโd touch me in the future. ๐ โบ๏ธ๐บ๐ธ๐
2021-11-21 15:16:04 +0000 UTC View PostOf course im not afraid to talk trash about their police. ๐๐๐ Tf they gonna do from Uganda??? Screenshot me??? ๐
2021-11-21 08:28:55 +0000 UTC View Post
Letโs play a game. ๐พ๐พ๐พ๐ฐ๐๏ธโโ ๏ธ๐๐ฒ๐๏ธโฃ๏ธ๐ฉ๐ปโ๐ป๐จ๐ปโ๐ป๐งฉโณ๏ธ Send at least 50 cents to start the game. ๐บ๐ธ ๐๐๐๐บ Tell me why you should be at the top of my list. ๐ People who have been followers or patrons for the longest have top priority. That or if youโve been generous in the past. I want to be able to pay it all back, forwards, backwards and more. I love you! ๐
2021-11-21 07:02:51 +0000 UTC View PostIf I make more money with you out of the picture, then you can stay out of the picture. Iโm not listening to any more talk from anyone who canโt see my worth or give me what I deserve. ๐ฅฑ๐ด๐คท๐ปโโ๏ธโบ๏ธ๐
2021-11-21 05:57:49 +0000 UTC View Post
Send me to the top 1% and Iโll stream. โบ๏ธโฅ๏ธ Iโm tired of being tired and mad. Iโm going to say whatโs on my mind and what my truth is and prioritize what I think is important. My existence isnโt for the convenience and satisfaction of others. I know my worth and I only have the time and energy to engage with a small circle of high quality individuals. and I donโt really want to take in any more dialogue or actions of others that dangerously perpetuate vicious and often violent cycles. I am a brown woman and I am not afraid to speak up for my brothers and sisters across the world every day. This is what I want to do. This is what I love to do. This is what I need to do. I donโt like what I see when I look at my conversations and interactions with Chad. Im still processing and trying to remove him from the story even if I donโt want to. I donโt want to deal with losers who canโt even understand how fucked up it is to go through my phone or to ask me to not protest for my own people. Like, are you serious??? Get the fuck out of here with that shit. I donโt want any more people who bring out the psycho around me. Sometimes Iโll spend literally 6 hours of my own time and energy going off on someone trauma bonding me with their inconsistencies and my own inexperience and naive/toxic dreamy notions. Im nuts for inviting it into my life and I feel incredibly stupid for my choices and actions and part of it. Idk. Itd be nice to have a few days of peace and gentle hugs. I feel like Iโve been out here doing the absolute fucking mostest. And Iโm still being treated like Iโm the bad guy online and in real life doing nothing??? ๐ฅด when I havenโt even had the ducking chance to talk. Itโs ducking weird.
2021-11-21 02:06:45 +0000 UTC View Post
Looking for someone to have dinner with me. โบ๏ธ๐บ๐ธ ๐ Send me a picture of you with a paper that says this of๐ns name @chibigoddess7 and a smiley face! Thank you! I went off again on Chad and I donโt want to play this game anymore. I exploded and broke down in text again, talking to a wall that doesnโt care about me. Iโm tired. Iโm done. I am willing to pay someone to just tell me Iโm pretty and not hurt me with their words and actions. ๐ I need love,,joy, soft guidance, positivity, connections, respect, mentorship, praise, self esteem, help, snuggles, time, patience, affection and lots of things I donโt care to admit. I donโt feel like Iโm asking for much in real life, but I canโt find anyone to measure up to my standards. It feels strange to be the bad guy all the time for having standards and choosing myself or speaking up for myself. Someone pls come over and watch Netflix or Hulu with me.๐ฅบ
2021-11-21 00:50:14 +0000 UTC View Post
Just cuz I look like a basic bitch doesnโt mean I am one. Youโre the bitch for making me carry shit I donโt care for. Iโm having one of those days where I wish I was a tall, white man or woman. Or black man or woman. Or Latinx person. Anything besides an Asian American girl. Any other image that would give me a more powerful voice and respect I need to make a difference. I shouldnโt have to fight so hard to be heard because of how I look. Iโm tired of losing it every day and seeing my value in real life. I havenโt ever existed in real life and I donโt know how to explain how strange that is. Thereโs only so much lying to myself and pretending I have any power or impact I can take. I donโt want to be a nut job with anger issues online doing fem dom things. I never wanted that. Thatโs so much work and Iโm so soft and nice in real life. I know my worth and value isnโt derived from other people. I know Iโm supposed to feel valuable and beautiful by myself with self love. It doesnโt change the fact that Iโd like to be told Iโm smart, kind and beautiful in real life. It just feels good. Maybe in a few years if we make it that long. Itโs hard to feel beautiful, valuable or good when I have no one acknowledging me or telling me Iโm doing a good job. Going for a walk. Gang Gang and snowball say hi.
2021-11-20 20:29:44 +0000 UTC View Post
Looking for someone who can keep themselves from calling me a retard, stupid, whore, any other words that make their dicks look smaller and them increasingly worthless. Looking for someone who can drive to the beach without annoying me with their complaints about slow traffic, how hard it is to be a white person in America and yellow lightsโฆ this is not debatable. I need fuckkng peace of mind and quiet so I can manage my 3+ jobs and free China. You donโt have to do much, but donโt be a fuckkng useless, racist asshole.
2021-11-20 18:40:58 +0000 UTC View PostSend me a palm tree emoji if youโd like to take pictures of me. Do not message me if youโre going to be useless. I woke up to not another good morning, but trash and animal problems this morning with Chad and I just had another breakdown. I canโt fucking do everything. If youโre going to be useless, just stay away from me I have so much stuff on my plate. I deserve better.
2021-11-20 18:33:05 +0000 UTC View Post
You canโt stop thinking about me. ๐๐๐๐ณ๏ธโ๐๐ณ๏ธโโง๏ธโ๐ฝ๐๐๐๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅฅโฎ๏ธ๐๐๐งก๐๐๐
2021-11-20 04:52:19 +0000 UTC View PostOh, so you can figure out how to get into my phone but you canโt figure out how to bring me a coffee or wish me good morning once a month. Ok, bitch. ๐
2021-11-19 21:53:04 +0000 UTC View Post
I like how he went through my phone like I gave a fuck. ๐ด๐ค๐๐ช๐ฅฑ๐บ๐ธโจ๐
2021-11-19 18:10:40 +0000 UTC View Post
Sweet dreams, dream team. I love you to the moon and back. ๐โญ๏ธ๐ซ๐โจ
2021-11-19 04:17:46 +0000 UTC View Post
A stranger on the beach came up to me and offered to take pictures of me. Thankful for the new friend! I was feeling frantic/desperate and anxious a bit. He removed so much of it by just being nice and offering to help me. We got some good content and heโs actually a photographer and more. I felt very lucky and grateful he came by me and offered his friendship. Heโs going to work digital airbrush and magic and weโre going to start an llc together! It was a great day! Itโs my favorite weather outside, too. Time felt different when I was outside. Too fast when I was talking to new friend. I almost didnโt talk. Iโm glad I did. He was very patient with me. Guess which beach I was at! (Whereโs Wendy or Cartman San Diego would be good account names.) I shared some of my poetry/writing/scribbles again. I donโt like thst it looks hella depressing so Iโm hoping more love and good come to my life and adventures. I donโt really want to be Edgar Allen Hoe as good as I am at that. Itโs not really fun or sexy. Iโd like to be inspired or feel love so I can write country. I still like my poems and feel impressed by it because I vaguely remember writing it in notes but not rly trying. It feels sharp? Smart? It came like magic. I usually write 2 pieces at a time, itโs a little weird but I am enjoying sharing my progression. Idk if and when theyโll be finished. Thanks for coming by. Ily. ๐๐บ๐ธ๐งธ
2021-11-18 21:02:35 +0000 UTC View PostSend me the emoji of your state fruit! I am looking for a homie in south Florida to take pics of me. Iโm at one of the beaches right now. ๐๐ด๐๐๐
2021-11-18 16:45:48 +0000 UTC View PostIf I offered you $200 to take me to the beach and you donโt show up on time, Iโm not offering it again. ๐
2021-11-18 15:47:43 +0000 UTC View Post
Photos by Chad. Thanks for your time and effort. After a whole year, paying your rent, taking care of you, cooking, cleaning, doing ur laundry and giving you thousands of dollars in work and cash to help pay for grad school and anything you wanted, Iโm real glad this is what you can do for me. Thanks. I added the stickers. Donโt bother using the ones with my face. I just wanted to share how frustrated and ugly I am and feel. He wonโt take decent photos of me or do anything to chill me out or relieve any work. I feel frozen. It feels like I canโt get out of it. I donโt want to exist for other peoples use but I canโt exist alone either.
2021-11-18 14:10:07 +0000 UTC View PostGood morning. Looking for someone who can take me to the beach and take some pictures of me in a bikini. Without complaining about how hard it is. Please and thanks.
2021-11-18 10:12:47 +0000 UTC View Postโฆ where are all the lonely, heartbroken lovers at? Can I cry with you? Pretending Iโm still not crying on the inside. ๐คฃ I miss him so bad. Lmaooo. Maybe. Distracting myself and coping how I like. Tell me what you do for recovery/recharging when your heart gets crushed. ๐ I like to break my own heart and run away. ๐ป
2021-11-18 03:13:56 +0000 UTC View Post
Send me to the top 1%! ๐๐ฅ๐ถ๐ณ๏ธโโง๏ธ๐ฏ๐ต๐ญ๐ฐ๐น๐ผ๐ฎ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด๐ป๐ณ๐บ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ซ๐๐๐ฅบ๐๐๐โญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธโญ๏ธ
2021-11-17 23:40:31 +0000 UTC View Post
We care Wednesdays We will prevail wednesdays White people wednesdays Womenโs history? Wednesday Wellness Wednesday Worship Wednesday Wish you well Wednesday White Wednesday Work out Wednesday Wash bedsheets Wednesday Whatโs on your mind Wednesday What have you been up to Wednesday What makes you feel happy Wednesday? ๐
2021-11-17 20:23:45 +0000 UTC View Post
Good morning, cutie. โบ๏ธ๐ How did you sleep? If you have extra timeโฆ answer these questions๐ how many pictures do you see here? Describe my last 4 posts. ๐ต๐ปโโ๏ธ
2021-11-17 13:17:45 +0000 UTC View Post
He said my i had a loose butthole so I said maybe the jeweler was just in there. ๐ฅบ
2021-11-17 10:31:53 +0000 UTC View Post
(In my feelies and mind rn, so thereโs a lot of typing. I also havenโt talked to anyone in a while.) Some conversations and topics make me regress socially and mentally. Iโm looking forward to a future with more positivity and guidance. I miss having fun and being a pocket full of sunshine. I havenโt been like that in a while. I donโt really like a lot of how I am right now, especially with certain people or strangers. I would love for more joy to come into my life. Mostly because playing ghetto therapist does come at an emotional cost tp me. Sometimes, I put myself in less than stellar situations because I think I have to help or feel a need to make a positive difference in someoneโs life. Sometimes, they canโt see it or receive it and I have to be respectful of that. I want to be mindful of the conversations and people I take into my life, too. If that makes sense. I want to be emotionally rich if I have a choice. I want to feel happy, free and loving. Itโs a challenge to find good, high quality people to be around sometimes. Especially in certain industries. Most industries, honestly. Tyler the Stallion was really nice to me this morning and gave me some soft guidance I appreciated. Iโm waiting on texts from my platonic friends in Orlando. I went off on Chad Thundercock super nasty these past 3 days. Idk whatโs wrong with me or us. We feel a lot better after yelling at each other on phone. I think. Iโm not sure. He deals with a lot. I donโt think a lot of the stuff either of us does to each other has been okay. Neither of us want to feel uncared about or stressed. I still need some more time to process and break away or mend things. Iโve been seriously toxic this year and I didnโt understand why. I still am, especially with Chad. Also, him with me. I donโt think either of us are bad guys, weโre just both stupid, stressed and broke in all sorts of Ways. Itโs okay to take a break and be nice to myself. Also be alone. Iโm looking forward to packing up my stuff and moving. I know my father said heโd be back from Europe in a week, but I never actually know when heโll be back for gang gang or if he stayed in that country. Iโll clean, home Reno as much as I can, downsize, wake up, etc today. I wanted to go to Disney for Halloween or my birthday. Maybe christmas! ๐๐ฅฐโค๏ธ๐ Iโll work on cleaning my place. My place is like embarrassingly gross and depressing. Itโs a depression apartment I feel trapped in. Chibiโs trap house is going to be the name of the fan club for chaturbate I think. Today, Iโm gonna clean some more and try to get a handle on this old place. The ac I think is from 1669 and my t๐ญilet has been randomly screaming like itโs moaning myrtleโs long winded fart. This place honestly just sucks. (I canโt get it out of my mind or stop bitching about it yet. Thanks for entertaining me and letting me talk while I am growing and progressing. Every morning I wake up, extremely mad at my floor and ceiling. Cuz Iโm stupid and a lot of the situations I have going on are stupid. It makes me feel better to just say how I feel rn. ) I know the 30th is the usual deadline for the clean room. Feel free to join me if you struggle with cleaning ur place, too. I donโt mind failing again. Iโll try harder. I deserve a clean space, a nice space and peace. Anyways. Thanks for passing by or hanging out. You guys make me feel like I kinda exist. Thank you. I love you.
2021-11-16 16:37:18 +0000 UTC View Post
If you need me to babysit you or you need a full ass conversation from me to get shit done, you are not for me. Im tired and deserve smart people working for me. Donโt fucking play stupid with me. Get it together and make yourself useful before you lose my attention. Going for a walk and meditation before showering and restarting myself. There better not be any offensive, disrespectful bullshjt in my dms when I fucking get back.
2021-11-16 13:44:08 +0000 UTC View PostGod is a woman and she looks like Tyler Perryโs Madea.
2021-11-16 11:26:54 +0000 UTC View Post
