I repeat. Im never going on a date again. A dollar a day keeps the crazy away. A dollar is 1000 dollars. This world is only about money and we have to play their game. I don’t have time for idiots or losers. If you can’t keep up or see me for the beautiful, hardworking and caring person that I am, then you don’t deserve to be a part of my world. Get out.
2021-12-24 05:07:31 +0000 UTC View Post
Broke my phone screen and I’m going for a run and then making content. This is the last text. I don’t give a fuck about him anymore. Wtf is life and how can I avoid the insanity. I swear he’s just trying to get on my nerves and I hope he didn’t mean it… why the fuck do I have to deal with this at all????? Stop f🍎rcing women to be rehab centers or your mommy when ur insecure and in need of real therapy, it’s fucked up. All this ignorance, predatory content creation, fake news and enraged entitled boys writing on the internet is destroying my brothers, sisters, me and future generations. Why are there so many hwite people like this??? Stay away from me, oh my fucking god. We would all be looking at each other differently if our school education shared as much womens history, black history, Latin history, gay hero accomplishments, indigenous people, etc. but we don’t. So I’m left here getting destroyed over and over and over again for men because the only thing my image is ever worth anything is reminders of b🌸kkake porn and 5 dollar creampies in Thailand. All of everything is for men and I feel like I’m screaming and begging just to exist as I am. This world is for men and it’s so easy for them to say they’re just “blowing off their steam” when they cheat and go to church and then go on “business trips” to Thailand and have “business meetings” with not of age girls and pretending they are good people when they’re not. This is all fucking bullshit. I don’t want to pay the price anymore. I don’t want my brothers and sisters to pay the price anymore. I don’t want a world where We matter this little. The systems set up today are here on purpose and I can’t take the pain anymore. We’re the ones paying for their ignorance and apathy so they can make more money for tech toys and entertainment that hurts people like me in human rings and “business opportunities” that are just traps to hurt me and add to their invisible numbers/money and growing their collection of dumb Asian girls willing to put up with their shit while they’re cheating on their wives and not telling me about it. Creating systems like “correctional” facilities and school that make me and my brothers and sisters worthless and we still have to take bullshit like we’re the lazy, useless bad guys???????? and I don’t want to be here anymore. I know it’s not all his fault. it’s all the fucking fake news and Facebook/Reddit/4chan weirdos being crybabies and school not setting people up pwith ways to self sooth or logic. Can you guys who have had everything just stop chasing this bullshit. Can you make fake news or write pieces that help my brothers and sisters? I can’t take this anymore. Oh my fucking god. I thought everyone from Canada was supposed to be good and nice. He’s just like an American wtf. I can’t breathe. I just want someone to be nice to me in real life. I can’t do this anymore. I can’t even process or understand what he’s saying here and he’s not the first hwite dude I’ve had to deal with this shit. Can y’all just not??? You’re getting pulled into Prager u bullshit on top of not helping me free my brothers and sisters! Fuck all the way off oh my god.
2021-12-24 03:18:56 +0000 UTC View Post
Chisme central station I’m hiding the worse/juicy texts. I’m not here to be your bitch, Chad. Fuck you.
2021-12-24 01:04:31 +0000 UTC View PostListening to scary rock and rap, writing more whorrible things and then listening to Akon to feel better. Running a few miles, too. It’s weird to be alone and in the position that I’m in. It’s hard to be nice to myself. Being Asian for me comes with deep burdens to carry that people don’t want to acknowledge or deal with. Burdens that most people don’t ever have to imagine. Burdens, experiences and duties I’ve never asked for. I’m left with this deep ache inside my soul with no family, no real friends, no holidays, no existence, no role models and no guidance. I’m still the bad guy and I cant take it anymore. It’s easier for my family to medicate me and isolate me and pretend I don’t exist than to acknowledge the truth that inconveniences them and puts them responsible for the abuse they’ve put me through. I’m not crazy. My life matters. All of my brothers ans sisters matter. They’re not crazy. I don’t want to detach from them and I don’t want to talk to any more hwite therapists that just give me techniques to stop caring about my brothers and sisters. They just don’t care. All these movies and music about the system and our pain… is just entertainment for them. It’s easier for everyone to just pretend I don’t exist and I can’t take it anymore. There’s no point in taking normal pictures to invite more damage into my life. I’ve never felt safe or valuable. Everything I say or do here (to me) is clearly an act to help me average out the worthlessness and drowning inferiority o feel each moment frlm interactions form other people, interactions I don’t deserve, engagements that only serve other people and drown me in another world I’m not valuable in. Being Asian in America means I get to watch happy lives on the screen. I don’t mind spectating, appreciating and living through other peoples pics or videos from the internet. I can’t do this anymore. I’m clearing another level and doing some more research and processing. I’m not a good enough candidate rn for the military as I am now or am I good enough to be donating a kidney and I want to be. I’m not letting any more people in my life. My mental health is more important than other people’s convenience or joke. I’m done and I deserve better.
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2021-12-23 23:01:20 +0000 UTC View Post
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2021-12-23 07:51:13 +0000 UTC View PostI’ve never seen a blizzard. 🥶🌨☃️❄️ All I know is that I am a hurricane. 🍃🥰😍⛈🐉🐲🀄️🇯🇵💴🎌🇰🇷🇰🇵🇹🇭🇵🇭🇲🇾🇸🇬🇹🇼🇨🇺🇳🇬🇳🇪🇵🇸🇵🇰🇮🇱🇸🇾🇦🇴🇦🇴🇦🇴🇸🇩🇸🇸✨🌊🧜🏿♀️🧜🧜🏿♂️🐊🐬✨🐬✨ 😍💕💖💞 🔥🏚⚡️⚡️⚡️🌦👾👾👾👾🦄
2021-12-23 06:04:16 +0000 UTC View Post
Anime Marathon of Ace Attorney: Phoenix Write! Original work by Capcom. One of my brothers let me watch him play on game boy advance when we were lil. 😋🇺🇸✨⭐️🇯🇵
2021-12-23 05:07:08 +0000 UTC View Post
Reading a couple hundred messages as fast as I can. ☺️🍎♥️🇺🇸🎄 Thanks for the patience! ♥️ We have Ace Attorney on the crunchy roll! Stay spicy, ladies. 🌶🌶🌶💥💥🎄🇺🇸💥🎁🎄😋
2021-12-23 03:15:13 +0000 UTC View PostSend me to the top 1 % 🥱 😌⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ I thought of some more (fun money) treasure seeking ideas I want to share later. 😋 Spending at least 50cents on me starts the game. 💙♥️🇺🇸 Grab a friend or a couple friends and see who will make the most or gain the most followers.😁 I’ll let you keep 50 percent. The percentage shrinks or disappears if you become too much or misbehave. 😋 MERRY CHRISTMAS, YOU BEAUTIFUL BITCHES. 🎄😋🍎♥️🇺🇸⭐️✨🎁 (Im on level 3.)
2021-12-23 02:07:33 +0000 UTC View Post
Found someone who can manage me and what I need a little better. I feel like I exist today kinda. Knocking out the messages. Making the team smaller. If you feel egotistical enough to make comments for me to see, just remember I can’t unsee them or change my interest in you for the better. Remember that I have more than 1 job and that you have absolutely no idea what I have on my plate or what I do offscreen. Nor do I have to tell you about anything or anyone that I deal with. Stop any nonsense. I can also always choose someone else who won’t say stupid bitch shit to me. ♥️💙 I deserve to be thought of well and spoken of well. I’m not stupid and you’re stupid for showing your disrespect. Make unsexy comments and I won’t want to talk to you. PEACE, BITCH. 😍♥️🍑💋💋💋🤷🏻♀️✨🇺🇸😘💯😄⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ Everyone else, I love you. 🥰 Thank you for your time, patience and kindness. I wrote what felt like 3 pages in my notes today to destress and detach my humanity to be able to cope. I wish I didn’t bother going online. I want to be valuable and seen for the person I really am. It’s not possible in this world at this time. I’m like another shitty version of Kagome or Sango and we can’t seem to catch a break from mans world. I’m gonna go clean some more. Big sassy journal entry to nobody gives a fuck. 💚 If you’ve never given me any troubled, you’ve got a lot of good fortune coming your way. Welcome to the Joy Lucky club. 😁
2021-12-23 00:58:22 +0000 UTC View PostWishing you a wonderful day. 🍎
2021-12-22 17:47:03 +0000 UTC View Post
Wishing you a wonderful day. 🍎
2021-12-22 17:34:21 +0000 UTC View Post
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2021-12-22 06:58:52 +0000 UTC View PostI like to talk as much as I do because I see other people who “lose it” or are growing speak up, too. It makes me feel less crazy about what it is I’m going through. I can’t explain how appreciative of that I am, cuz it helps me put certain pieces together in my head, too. 🌙I have to be the greater wall.⭐️ It’s soothing to know I’m not alone and knowing I can just be there by listening to someone or letting them talk. It makes me feel important, too and I love helping friends. It helps calm my soul a lot. I love seeing people express themselves or knowing they’re brave enough to share. It also never bothers me when I see a bitch lose it. 🤷🏻♀️ Usually means they’re about to evolve. 🦋✨✨ I listened to one of my precious friends who are gay talk recently about his romantic current events. It kinda started helping me turn some cogs in me head about some of the dark storms in my head. I felt this way cuz what happened to him was so similar to what happened to me and some of my girlfriends, that I instantly connected with him and wanted to be his friend. Sometimes, I get really scared of men cuz of Ptsdeeznuts… then I remember that God gave us gay people and that there are men that have absolutely 0 interest in harming me or giving me the Ken hadouken combo. I love gay people, women, good men, and lots of other things. I want to do the best I can to bring in the most good into my brain, heart and soul. Thanks for hanging out and letting me exist and grow here. I hope everyone had a wonderful day.
2021-12-22 06:17:24 +0000 UTC View Post
Stop calling me a fake activist. Lol. Aint nobody jerking off to me talking about Nigeria, ______ and Thailand. I hate it here. 🤣🤣🤣♥️♥️🤣♥️
2021-12-22 06:01:30 +0000 UTC View Post
If you bought all 3 of the Xxx Ppv… send me a peach 🍑 emoji and I’ll send you the full video. 🎰🦥⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️✨🤫👀✨🇨🇦✨🇺🇸✨🇦🇺✨ Today, I got to go outside during the day and looked at a lot of trees while writing more poetry. I really enjoyed it. ☺️🍑👾😋⭐️🌸🌎 I am now eating some chipotle and watching a neat anime on Crunchy roll called Shield Hero. I am making a playlist of art (music, shows, movies, anime, w/e) for my people. I am going to add this anime to the list along with That one time I reincarnated into a slime and Attack on Titan. I wonder what else we can add to the playlist. 😋
2021-12-22 04:37:05 +0000 UTC View PostAre you “fit?” 💪🏽💪🏽💪🏽✨🥵🌎🇺🇸☕️👀💦
2021-12-22 03:12:52 +0000 UTC View PostHave you been a nice beast or a naughty beast this year? ♥️
2021-12-22 02:38:57 +0000 UTC View Post
The last 2 things for sale in the dms are insanely hot 😳 don’t miss out. ♥️💦🍎💦⭐️
2021-12-21 07:47:05 +0000 UTC View Post
Spending 50 cents on me starts the game. 🇺🇸😋⭐️😍🥊👻😍🧋🥰🎾🪐😘🕊💸
2021-12-21 02:42:06 +0000 UTC View Post
Someone online was very sweet and told me to share more my writing! 📝 It’s a lot of random nonsense, some journaling as I process/calm down, scribbles, things to make me laugh and handwriting practice. 😋
2021-12-21 00:12:21 +0000 UTC View Post⭐️ Challenge tree: ⭐️😍😘💫🥰🍬🪐🕊🌸🇯🇵🧋☕️ We are family In Spanish In Chinese In Russian In japanese In whatever! 🥰
2021-12-20 21:09:18 +0000 UTC View Post
Good afternoon. Happy Monday. 🎾🏳️🌈🇦🇺🇦🇴🇬🇧🇻🇳🌸🕊⭐️⭐️🌪👻💫🇯🇵🇰🇷🌪🪐💫⭐️🇰🇵🇨🇺🇺🇸💸🥊👻⌛️🇯🇵🧋🍭🍬🍹😘💋
2021-12-20 20:44:53 +0000 UTC View Post
Today, Chad and I had a couple more screaming matches and we both yelled a bunch of things we didn’t mean. We called each other out on our stuff and neither of us wanted to confess to our bullshit so we kinda looked at each other and agreed to try and silently let it go in our own gentle time. Chad was bad, but I was worse. We’ve started apologizing and he’s helping me tackle the room of doom rn. 🤣 Neither of us takes our comments seriously when they’re emotionally charged and dramatic. Thankfully. ❤️💙⭐️ We both have a lot to learn. It’s easy to lose sight of things when there’s a lot of factors pressing on us. Anyways, when we got it out of our system, we… laughed??? and then grabbed Vietnamese pho and some milk tea together. He said everything’s going to be okay and have me a hug today. That kinda changed everything. Oh, pho and then milk tea/bubble tea. 🧋🧋🧋 Chad never had it before and I wanted to enjoy some boba with him. 😋 He liked it, especially the tapioca pearls. I’m glad I got to share that moment with him. I’m gonna try and stream in about an hour. I love you!
2021-12-20 01:29:07 +0000 UTC View Post
Another lip sync video of me looking super cute with cat ears/ dog ears on. 🐱🐕 Inuyasha is one of my favorite animes. 😁 Rumiko Takahashi is one of my favorite Asian artists and writers. 😍🥰 I am jotting her name down for one of my 10 Asian artists for Ten Men Square Dance. 😁🇯🇵😍🥰🎄🎄✨⭐️❤️For all the new people on any of the dream teams, I love you! Let’s have fun forever. 😍. 😋🦋✨⭐️🌙❤️💙💫🎄🥣☘️💸☕️🤫🇦🇺🇨🇴🇦🇺🦘🌏🇨🇺🇨🇱🇨🇳🇯🇵🇯🇵🇯🇵🇰🇷🇰🇵🇵🇭🇹🇭 Post a pic every day with the hint to your of or mine. 😁🌐😋🦋💙✨💫⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️🎄🎄🎁🎁⭐️⭐️🎄😋🇯🇵💙. We can all update eachother on best tactics and tips to get views or work fully by ourselves. I love you!
2021-12-20 00:47:17 +0000 UTC View Post
