My dog Max passed away last night. He was my best friend for the last 15 years, and if you ever met him, he quickly became one of your best friends too 💕
As far as losing a pet goes, this was one of the better ways. It happened in the comfort of our living room while he was surrounded by all his favorite people. I held him in my arms as he took his last breath.
As expected as it was, it still felt sudden. We had a serious health scare a little over a week ago, and I thought that was the end, but he had fully bounced back from that. He was eating, walking, and generally being his old self.
However, last night he woke up from a nap, walked over to me, and just dropped to the floor. I knew what was happening. I picked him up, held him close, and whispered loving words to him. He was truly the best boy.
Max had been with me from day one of Nakedbakers. He was always there, just off camera, as my little production assistant. For the first two years while I filmed cooking episodes by myself in my apartment, Max was there keeping me company.
I never really made him the focus of any of my content, but if you have been following me for a while, you have seen him creeping around the background, just being my little shadow. He never liked being too far from me.
I honestly don't remember life without him. So much of my time over the last 15 years has been dedicated to taking care of him. My body naturally wakes up every day at 6:30 am to take him out to pee, and this morning was no different. The moment I woke up, the realization hit me, and I just laid there crying.
The last few months, he required round-the-clock attention, and I was there to give it. I loved him more than anything, and he needed me more than ever. Not having to take care of him anymore is going to take some getting used to.
I always try to find the bright side in a bad situation, and this experience is no different. Losing Max has reminded me of how short life is and how important it is to appreciate the time you have with the people and the animals that you love.
It's also reminded me how much I enjoy capturing the moment on camera. I have spent most of the day looking through old photos and videos of Max, and I am so grateful that I took the time to create them.
Sometimes creating content can feel like work since it has become my full-time "job," but I need to remember that I am not working. I am living my life to the fullest and documenting it so that one day we can look back on good times and smile as we remember what a joyous life we have lived.
I love you all and thank you for being here and sharing in these experiences with me 💗
Summer is almost here which means I need to get to work cause I have a lot of plants that need to be put in the soil before it gets too hot. First step is prepping all the garden beds 🧑🏻🌾
Once we realized that there was no chance of us stacking up 10 pussies vertically we decided to try out a naked pyramid. Even with everyone’s help it was still a feat of naked strength! Glad nobody got hurt.
This was on our second to last day in Palm Springs. The weather was perfect and everyone was in a great mood. We had just finished filming a group orgy in the shower and with everyone naked we figured we would have a little goofy fun.
I have done something called a vagipeed for years where I get all of my naked friends to stack up on top of each other and see how high we can get. Our current record is 7 people and we figure we had enough hands on deck to break that. We were wrong!
We couldn’t even get past 6 people but we didn’t want to waste the opportunity to have this many naked bodies stack up in some sort of way so we gave a pyramid a shot. We had much better luck with that if only for a few seconds.
After the pyramid collapsed we somehow made our way into a big pussy eating circle where everyone was on the floor in a big circle eating each other out. All in all great afternoon 🎉
w/ @yourgirlmillie
@islasummer
@missblondebunny
@meltymochi
@cheerleaderkait
@tiffanymcjugs
@camistrella
@sofiandrea
@harlyhaze
@talulahmae
@briblossom
@levlieben
Once we realized that there was no chance of us stacking up 10 pussies vertically we decided to try out a naked pyramid. Even with everyone’s help it was still a feat of naked strength! Glad nobody got hurt.
This was on our second to last day in Palm Springs. The weather was perfect and everyone was in a great mood. We had just finished filming a group orgy in the shower and with everyone naked we figured we would have a little goofy fun.
I have done something called a vagipeed for years where I get all of my naked friends to stack up on top of each other and see how high we can get. Our current record is 7 people and we figure we had enough hands on deck to break that. We were wrong!
We couldn’t even get past 6 people but we didn’t want to waste the opportunity to have this many naked bodies stack up in some sort of way so we gave a pyramid a shot. We had much better luck with that if only for a few seconds.
After the pyramid collapsed we somehow made our way into a big pussy eating circle where everyone was on the floor in a big circle eating each other out. All in all great afternoon 🎉
While I was in Palm Springs with a bunch of friends we tried to break our record of 7 pussies stacked. It’s way harder than it looks 😂 the full video will be coming out later today.
w/ @yourgirlmillie
@islasummer
@missblondebunny
@meltymochi
@cheerleaderkait
@tiffanymcjugs
@camistrella
@sofiandrea
@harlyhaze
@talulahmae
@briblossom
@levlieben
Last week was an emotional rollercoaster. My 15 year old dog Max was showing some bad signs and when I brought him to the vet they told me that his kidneys were starting to fail.
They kept him overnight for testing and treatment and when I got him back the next day he was in bad shape. The vet said we needed to stabilize his kidneys before we would know for certain what would come next.
They sent me home with a saline bag and some needles and said give him fluids once a day for 10 days and we will go from there. We also changed his diet and added in some meds.
That was on Wednesday. By Friday he was doing even worse and for the first time in 15 years I had to grapple with the decision of when to euthanize Max. So many tears.
To be honest with you, I thought today was going to be the day. I had come to terms with it on Friday and I was bracing myself for it. However, he started to show some signs of improvement on Saturday and by this morning he is actually doing much better.
There are 6 more days of fluids left to give him before I take him back to the vet but it's looking like he has a little more life left in him. I took him for a short walk today and it was the first time in over a week that I have seen him perk up with excitement.
I will keep you guys updated on how things go. I didn't want to post about it last week because I was just processing way too much emotionally, however, I feel much better now and wanted you guys to know what was going on and why I haven't been posting 💕
This 16 person orgy video is too wild. I cannot wait to share it with you guys. What an experience! Also, make sure to watch this clip with the sound on 😇
This 16 person orgy video is too wild. I cannot wait to share it with you guys. What an experience! Also, make sure to watch this clip with the sound on 😇
w/ @austinfilms
@yourgirlmillie
@tiffanymcjugs
@talulahmae
@camistrella
@levlieben
@islasummer
@meltymochi
@cheerleaderkait
@sofiandrea
I was on a hike with @ccflight and I had to go pee so bad. There wasn’t really any place to hide so I just went right on the trail. Fortunately I had CC there to keep a look out for me 👯
I was on a hike with CC and I had to go pee so bad. There wasn’t really any place to hide so I just went right on the trail. Fortunately I had CC there to keep a look out for me 👯
Just went on such a nice hike with @ccflight 💗 we talked all about upcoming travel plans. Thinking we want to go to Xbiz Miami together and collab on something hot while we are there.
Really glad that so many of you enjoyed the B/G video I posted last night. I have two more on the way that I am super excited to share. There is a three some with me Austin and Millie, and then a massive 16 person orgy. Those will be coming soon. ✨
“Go get a room” is the last phrase anybody thought about saying on this Palm Springs trip. If you were horny, you pulled out a camera and fucked where you were. Pure hedonism!
The vibe at the Airbnb in Palm Springs was so creatively horny. Everywhere you looked, someone was filming someone doing something sexy. It was an adult creator's paradise.
I had just finished filming some goofy TikToks with the friends when I looked over and saw that @austinfilms was filming me. I was already horny as hell so I walked over and started giving him a blowjob.
One thing led to another and we were fucking on this daybed pretty much in front of everyone. There was a little privacy but not much, which made it extra fun.
Tbh, I was kinda hoping that they would maybe want to join in. The idea of someone seeing us and then eagerly participating is up there on my fantasy list.
Nobody joined in this time, but maybe after they read this post, they will know that they are welcome to play next time they catch us fucking 😎
“Go get a room” is the last phrase anybody thought about saying on this Palm Springs trip. If you were horny, you pulled out a camera and fucked where you were. Pure hedonism!
The vibe at the Airbnb in Palm Springs was so creatively horny. Everywhere you looked, someone was filming someone doing something sexy. It was an adult creator's paradise.
I had just finished filming some goofy TikToks with the friends when I looked over and saw that Austin was filming me. I was already horny as hell so I walked over and started giving him a blowjob.
One thing led to another and we were fucking on this daybed pretty much in front of everyone. There was a little privacy but not much, which made it extra fun.
Tbh, I kinda liked people watching us hoping that they would maybe want to join in. The idea of someone seeing us and then eagerly participating is up there on my fantasy list.
Nobody joined in this time, but maybe after they read this post, they will know that they are welcome to play next time they catch us fucking 😎
Newest B/G video getting posted tonight. This is from my Palm Springs trip. Austin and I were so horny that we fucked for 20 mins on a daybed out in the open in front of everyone 😎 people kept walking by and watching us and it was the biggest turn on!
